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Bottle Of Emotions by faithfulpirate

I understand that you are trying to pull off semi-realism, but I feel that this artwork should have a lineart to shape her up. Also, yo...


There are some anatomical issues just by looking at this character. Her forehead is broad, thus giving that illusion that she has a big...

friendship. by Amatelaseu

The person (I'm so sorry, I don't know their name) with the black hair may have a little bit of a face symmetrical issue. Specifically,...

Checkered by CassirollChan

Looking at this, the first thing I see is her face has some symmetrical issues. Her eyes are too big on her head, her nose is too close...

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I, 100%, hate myself.

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 23, 2015, 3:29 PM


Hey guys...

Why do I hate myself...?

"Maria! You're 18!" an anonymous friend, and my guilt.

You're right, I am 18. Why am I so loud, obnoxious, and carefree when I am happy? Does being 18 completely mean I should stop being happy all the time? Thanks to you, it's working. Thanks to you, I'm starting to hate myself. I would give (almost) anything to change myself, because being me gives me so much agony and pain when friends judge me for who I am. I'm too emotional and dramatic for my own good and my friends make fun of me for being so. I'm pathetic. Too pathetic.

My past haunts me all the time, such as when I lost that pageant I joined in because I didn't have that face that everyone captivated, that time when I made a fool of myself in front of a crush, when my ex-boyfriend gave up on me telling me that he can't be supportive of me anymore, and so on. The past is my guilt, telling me that I should have done so and so, so that I wouldn't be who I am today. A horrible, pathetic,  emotional, dramatic girl that everyone --teachers, students, janitors, staff-- in my elementary school, my friends and relatives in the Philippines, my friends here, my family, and in the Theater Department, mocks and hates. If I had a chance to go back into my past, I would change myself completely. Then no one in my past, would not bully me and call me a spolied brat.

And here is Guilt right now, telling me that I shouldn't even post this on here because it will make me look like nothing but an attention whore. It says to me, "You look like a pathetic whiny b**ch."

Right now, I'm in a constant battle with myself, as if I split myself in two. I know I'm supposed to love myself, but how can I? I'm something that everyone would hate eventually because of my emotions. I lost in a pageant....I lost because I was being "too me"...

Forgive me you guys if I took your precious time away from you because of my drama...I just needed to vent this out because this has been holding me back for a while. It hurts like a motherf***er, and it's tearing me apart. Well, c'est la vie. Life must go on, even if it means you will not be yourself anymore eventually...

Stay beautiful you guys, and harden not your heart.

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George-B-Art Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the +watch !
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Naiya456 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Digital Artist
Waddup maria srry i couldnt meet u in my chat room i just woke up at like 1:00 how about we meet at thumb hub at 2:00 hope  to see u there!just DO IT!!! Markiplier Dancing Scopophobia Jensen/Dean Evil Laugh ~ free to use! Markiplier What? (The Cutest Little Warfstache) Gay Rights Icon - F2U Icon popo 2 Mind Blown Markiplier Pedo Dance Icon Mark Don't Want That Brow 
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Thank you so much for watching me! I appreciate your support so much! :heart:
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unicodragon Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hieee.....YAH!!
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